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Abandoned
02:09
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Cursed to abandon
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2. |
Garrote
04:26
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The only solace that I can find
Hides in the barrel of a .45
So I shut my eyes
It's time, it's time
I let that gun speak up
Fuck
I am the loneliest, hypocrite piece of shit
I don't deserve to live
I don't want to live anymore
I'll leave this world unnoticed
Just as I once lived
I am an apparition cursed to roam these halls
Left with all my flaws
So anxiety will you be my love?
Depression my sweet release; will you ever love me?
I love you depression please love me
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We All Die Alone
03:37
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Why do I see
The pain in others eyes
Even when I can't feel at all
I see it underneath their eyes
I see it in their sleepless nights
How do others cope?
Are we ever truly alone?
I just wish it would stop
No matter how hard I try
I just can't shut it off
Is this even real?
I can't tell
When I close my eyes
All I see is my own hell
But I can't get out
Please send help
We all die alone
That's what the devil said
We all die alone
Thats what the devil said
He's in the mirror
He's in my fucking head
We all die alone
With his hands around my throat
We all die alone
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4. |
Already Dead
03:07
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There are things inside me that I need to kill
So I drown myself in poison and I bleed from a quill
My life is a series of unfortunate events
Starting with my birth ending with my death
Oh excuses
Hung up on loose ends
The truth is I am useless
Digging my grave
My insides decay
I'll always have my demons to take me away
I am a vessel filled with pain
I will take this to my grave
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Empty
04:34
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Although I show no signs of decay
I can assure you I'm fading away
I've got these nervous ticks
I'm constantly convinced
I'm in someone else's skin
Grown akin to being numb
I know I'm not the only one
I'd like to make this clear
I have no self esteem and billions of fears
I haven't been happy
I haven't been happy in 19 years
My demons found their home in my fucking soul
I don't fear death I am death myself
My demons found their home in my fucking soul
I'm nothing but a nuisance to you
You'll think different when I follow it through
I'm nothing but a nuisance
Follow it through
Fuck
I've already got a gun to my head
With the trigger singing my last words
I never thought I'd be here with this gun to my head
"Better off dead"
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6. |
Dead Eyes
03:53
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I've been whittling away at my insides
With a knife I carved out of my spine
I just want to disappear
My veins are tied in knots
Too tight to break free
Just stop the blood inside of me
Just stop my fucking heart
Dead Eyes lose sight
I've lost my fucking mind
666 in the chamber
I need one in my head
With this rope around my neck I'll be dead
I'm cursed I'm fucking hexed
Abandoned by everyone I love
Abandoned by my friends
Now I sink into the mirror
And I hate the fucking sight
You made me realize everything I fucking hate
In myself
So now here I am
Wasting every night
I hate you
I fucking hate you
Hope you feel the fucking same
Fuck
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God wept at the sight of my friends
Backstabbing a means to an end
I sit back and plot my quiet revenge
I've seen the true face of all my fake fucking friends
I watched you suffer
I'm the one that drags you through hell
The all consuming sickness
It will drag you down
The promise of hell
All alone the end of myself
Six feet fucking deep
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